( I am not one to write every detail of my daily life but I have decided to start this blog due to the escalation of the violence against me. This is what it is like to be a victim of gang stalking)
Poisoning update and Scientology "Going Clear"
Thursday May 14th 2015
It's been a while since I wrote a journal entry. I wanted to give an update on the poisoning I was subjected to in January 2015. I think I would have made a 100% full recovery by now if it weren't for the fact that they are still poisoning my food with the same chemical but at lower concentrations. I'm not ill or physically compromised in terms of my daily activities. However I can see that I am starting to look tired and I am starting to age. Otherwise I'm fine. I'm very fortunate that I am very sensitive. I am usually able to detect the poison before I consume much.
I'm trying to have the foods analyzed to identify the poison but it is much more complicated than one would expect. The government agency that is responsible for taking these types of complaints and doing the analyses is really dragging their feet. The lady I spoke to was extremely unhelpful and refused to communicate with me by email. I practically demanded her email address. I have my suspicions about what it could be but I had asked her to refer me to a toxicology expert working for the government who could narrow down the probable poisons based on the symptoms. If she was not willing to do the analysis, I wanted to know which chemicals to look for so I could have the tests done at a private lab at my own expense. She wanted me to consume the food in front of a doctor. I told her that was unnecessary. I don't need a physician to tell me that the food is poisoned. She was trying to convince me that I had an allergic reaction to the food. Either she thought I was uneducated or gullible. No one is allergic to sugar. There had to be a foreign substance in the brown sugar that would affect my circulation, cause my hand to turn blue, and affect my breathing. I sent her a summary of our phone conversation by email - I haven't heard from her since. That was 1 1/2 months ago. I could have died by now with all of the poison they are putting in my food.
I recently attended a Jehovah's Witness assembly. As usual they were using skits to indirectly communicate that they were going to continue poisoning me. The arrogance on the face of the elders is priceless. You have to see it. When they smile at you, it's really a sneer and you can see the wicked delight in their eyes as they feign kindness.
They have been trying to eliminate me for over 6 years now. I don't think anyone could have thought it would have gone on for this long. I didn't see the elder who hit my car on the highway. So I asked a member of the congregation about him. I was told that he went down south months ago. Not sure whether to believe it or not. He might have abandoned his duties in the congregation so he could focus more time and energy on targeting me. Who knows.
There is so much I could say, even within the limits of what I am willing to disclose. But I have to get up pretty early tomorrow so I'm signing off for now.
Thanks for reading.
Saturday May 30th 2015
I finally saw the Scientology documentary called GOING CLEAR. At first I thought it was a little slow and took some time to get to the nitty gritty…. but WOW. It was worth every minute of viewing.
Oh by the way. If you've noticed, I've made a few updates to the site. It 's now on a platform that allows me more flexibility. You'll also notice some glitches here and there in the formatting. Bear with me people. I am not tech savvy. I'm basically learning this as I go along. I have lots of great references that I have to add. I'm getting there….
So I saw GOING CLEAR and WOW. I am very grateful for this film. It left me with the impression that the Jehovah's Witnesses are aspiring to be like the Scientologists; in terms of how they are capable of effectively controlling the members and in terms of the power they wield over many organizations in society even the government.
However Scientology and Watchtower still have one major weakness as we see in the film. THEIR MONEY AND POWER CAN'T BUY EVERYTHING . They tried to buy Tom Cruise a girlfriend - that didn't exactly work out (you've got to see the film).
There are so many parallels between Scientology and The Jehovah's Witnesses. Don't have the time to go into great detail now but I want to mention a few points.
What Scientology calls DISCONNECTION is Jehovah's Witnesses' DISFELLOWSHIPPING. This is when no one in the organization is allowed to communicate with you regardless of whether they are related to you or not.
Scientology does AUDITING and keeps FILES ON EVERY MEMBER. They also use the confidential information to blackmail the disgruntled. Jehovah's Witnesses have congregation secretaries in every Kingdom Hall who keep FILES ON EVERY MEMBER based on their CONFESSIONS etc. And they also use the information to threaten you.
Scientology according to the film uses a NETWORK OF INTERNATIONAL SPIES as a source of information and intimidation. Jehovah's Witnesses have their own INTER-CONGREGATION STALKING NETWORK and probably use other intelligence services as well against their more troublesome members.
I wish they had elaborated more about the Network of International Spies. It could answer some questions I still have about how Watchtower operates.
Scientology USES POISON and other illegal tactics agains their opposers. There was a journalist mentioned and apparently Scientology poisoned his dog. Jehovah's Witnesses USE POISONED FOOD AND BEVERAGES against their more tenacious opposers and they believe that if Jehovah wants to protect you he will, so they are not really doing anything bad (They think anything can be justified if it's for the organization).
Scientology uses CHEAP LABOUR for everything. Jehovah's Witnesses use VOLUNTARY LABOUR for practically everything.
Scientology SELLS BOOKS. Jehovah's Witnesses WATCHTOWER PUBLISHING SOCIETY distributes TRACTS AND BOOKS that the congregations pay for through their monthly contributions to headquarters for the magazines.
Scientologists are NOT ALLOWED to read or view any NEGATIVE INFORMATION about their organization. Likewise Jehovah's Witnesses are banned from viewing APOSTATE MATERIAL.
There are so many parallels. But I have to get back to work…
They have created so many problems for me that I am not even able get enough sleep these day. But I continue to fight the good fight. Many have told me I'm taking too long and should not have let it escalate to the point where they are constantly poisoning me. I have a long and short answer to that. The short answer is yes I have been to the authorities but the authorities are CORRUPT. And also I still have to make sure that I can eat and pay my bills while I am fighting these bastards.
Nonetheless, I believe things will work themselves out in time. The Almighty has been good to me. I don't know how long I would have lasted without some divine intervention here and there. HE sees everything.
Scientology is ruining Tom Cruise's Life
Saturday June 6th 2015
I was thinking about Tom Cruise and how Scientology is basically ruining his life. His three divorces were caused by Scientology. Then they tried to buy him a girlfriend and it almost worked until they relieved her of her duties (see the documentary Going Clear). They have love bombed Tom Cruise so much, that he is completely blind to the abuses of the organization. "Love bomb" is a term used to describe the wonderful warm and kind treatment that people receive when they first join a cult. This is a deliberate tactic to disarm the new recruit (kindness for these people is not free). It makes the recruit feel comfortable enough to reveal personal information about themselves. It also makes them reject any negative information they may hear about the cult. Why would they believe that the cult is wicked and cruel when everyone seems to be going out of their way to be super nice. A person's own experience will usually have more weight than the writings of complete strangers.
Yes all cults have beneficial aspects in the beginning. They need to have something positive to draw people in. But in the long run the negative always outweighs the positive. Cult survivors will tell you that they would have been better off had they never joined the cult. The bait and switch tactics of Scientology and the Jehovah's Witnesses should be illegal. Neither of them should qualify for religious status.
I was thinking how ironic it is that Tom Cruise starred in the movie "The Firm" and in his real life he is the victim of a high controlling organization. Life mirrors art I guess. I would need to do some reading on Tom Cruise's life. I wonder if he was already a member of Scientology when he did that film. If so, his continued association with Scientology testifies to how a person can be completely brainwashed. It is so unfortunate. There are probably thousands of people who became members of Scientology because of him. Scientology used him and ruined his life. I feel he has a duty to say something. He's probably afraid. Scientology knows so many intimate details of his life. Nonetheless, his silence is unacceptable. His silence protects the cult. This is why it has taken so long to expose them. Nobody talks. Apparently Scientology has been paying people to leave quietly. Is the money really worth it people? Can you live with yourself knowing that your testimony could protect thousands maybe even millions from being abused or murdered. Even after you've taken the payout, don't you still live in fear? How do you know they won't show up offering to pay you for more favors? How does your conscience allow you to protect the very organization that deceived you?
Don't make deals with the devil people. Freedom is priceless.